A few days since my last entry and I must say, I've run the full gament of emotions. From crying my eyes out, to dark deep loniless, a feeling of wandering aimlessly without an direction or anyone to lead you.
AJ, like me, is having a difficult time like I am. He is dealing with it in his own way. I wish I could be the strength he needs right now, but heck, I can't even be strong for myself. I have on numerous occasions thought about taking him into my arms, telling him everything will be ok and let's start over. However, unless we both can make some changes with how we relate to each other and express our needs, then this effort would be fruitless. We would be giving the wounds time to scab, only to abrate them off once again.
Can I get a surgical revision and antibiotic ointment?
I love you AJ. I'm still here.
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